lalalala. im like SO bored at home nowadays... dyingggggg... so today i went to meet david for lunch den mug... and we did mug ok! for qtlong summore... until we both were like dying of overdose of mugging haha. shaun gave me a discount! haha...hes a nice frenly guy... tho he thot david was my bf :s haha...i need more frens hu stay near my hse man!!! but i have used up my quota of being able to step outside the hse other than for exams and church liao haha... now must return to the life of a hermit. im super fair now lah... like a tofu! im sad :(

now im reading "a pair of blue eyes" by thomas hardy... hes GOOOODDD haha. really ok! like i think the way joy sees alecia keys is the way i see thomas hardy... like things i cannot put into words he just manages to articulate so clearly and simply. and well i gues this book is like not one of his best cos like it was before he really matured as a writer, there are still some gems inside it heh. and i think it seems more humourous and like less depressing then say tess of even far from the madding crowd.like elfride is really qt funny sometimes... and her father too haha... he seems like a lamer hahaha... i think thomas hardy would like turn in his grave hearing one of his characters being called a lamer. oh wells.... he is!

"Elfride had her sex's love of sheer force in a man, however ill directed...decisive action is seen by appreciative minds to be frequently objectless and sometimes fatal; but decision, however suicidal, has more charm for a woman than the most uneqivocal Fabian sucess." ok i guess pple will be like huh. wads so great abt tt... but its just tt i was thinking abt something like that recently and hey! thomas hardy put it into words! and i think its true... for me at least haha

i wish you would talk to me...but of cos you wun :(